Mysteries of Life

Ya know I think I have had it pretty easy so far. I haven't really had any major obstacles to overcome and have been pretty happy for most of my life. Maybe this is why my life is so frustrating right now. Nothing is wrong, I mean if you look at my life i have a job that pays fairly well, I am going to school and I am living with a friend how could it be better right? Well that is the big question. I thought if I got a raise at work it would make this strange feeling go away but that happened and it is still here hanging on to the back of my mind. Then I keep thinking that maybe it is because I should have taken the job at american eagle, but what would that really change in my life, its basically the same job in the same place so that can't be it. I think really I need to change my life, and in a big way, well sort of big way. I have been thinking of moving home, but I am scared that won't help. Then I think moving to provo/orem would be a fun change but then that scares me too. Then I want to go to china but wow china is big and that is scarry too. I just want to be able to close my eyes spin in a circle and point to an option and have it be the right thing for me. How do you people do this choosing thing? I really just don't know what to do and my brain is getting very tired of jumping back and forth between ideas.